Ben Werther – “When you can no longer speak, sing me a song.” 

Ben Werther – When you can no longer speak, sing me a song.
May 30th – July 7th, 2024
Reception: May 30th, 2024, 6-9 pm
No Gallery – 105 Henry St. #4 NYC NY 10002

“In writing this, in surviving these events, and in documenting them, I have tried to heed the call of the wild gods. I have been guided by the southern star. For I am the bard, I am the scribe, I am the one who writes time. The history I have only just begun to record is one of atrocity, of a war being waged by a group of airsoft LARPers across a desolate American landscape — one that is ravaged by a familiar plague, a sickness that is both of the past, ongoing in the present,and to the future. A mythology of great warriors upon a distant planet whose name has been forgotten — whose exact location lost to history. Theirs is a planet completely consumed by extreme ideology, in the darkness of total objectivity, where there is no hope for the future or for the self, where everything is known and there is nothing left to be understood, where there is no joy left to seek, and thus no art left to create. These few brave men were devoured long ago by anobsession to become like the gods — a sort of final, desperate effort. They are engaged in a war for personal identity and its rite. For only a god is granted the divine privilege of true creation — of making something irrefutably new, a capability these men have referred to as the “ultra-art” or “total sculpture”. Upon this planet, the LARP has become the new readymade — a strange occurrence brought about by 10,000 years of dark age, of war and pestilence as a result of theeradication of any and all intellectuals, artists, and poets by the state. No one can remember when the war started or what it is that theyare fighting for, for the people of this world do not care for nuance ormeaning, all they see in the fog of dawn, all that is illuminated as the sun begins to rise, is the gift of a righteous battle, and thus an open gate to heaven. Each day as they awake anew in that place, that pit, with starlight upon their grimy faces, they give thanks for a once again and seemingly final chance at becoming like gods in their earthly domain — for they dare not look to the future, only to the past and to what has been known. To them each day is a precipice, for tomorrow they will descend into babble. As the last remaining artist upon this planet, it is my duty to construct meaning, my moral obligation to seek out that which is still left to be understood: the remainder of a time before. I have transcribed here the nature of what these events were, events which are still not known, and the strange occulture that surrounds them. For it is my LARP, my light in its abyss.”

– Ben Werther

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Single Works

Ben Werther – “The soft black stars”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “The hero, the narcissist”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “The green sun, the horror”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “The dead but dreaming”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Song of the cicada”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Snowy Burial”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Re-memory”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Its silent vacuum”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Hyper-luxury”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 7 x 11 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Heathen Poetry”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 7 x 11 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Gothic terrorism”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Foreign christ”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 11 x 8 x 1½ in.

Ben Werther – “Between different stars”, 2023 – dye sublimation print on aluminum – edition of 3 – 7 x 11 x 1½ in.

The Cloud of Unknowing
by Maggie Dunlap

To an American audience, an image of a gun can feel as dangerous as the gun itself. The guns which appear in Ben Werther’s When You Can No Longer Speak, Sing Me a Song are not real, and neither is the conflict. They are representations themselves, airsoft replicas, which fire plastic BBs out of orange tipped muzzles during a simulated military operation known as MilSim.

Any suggestion of violence that images of fatigue clad troops may conjure is just that; a suggestion. MilSim is a bloodless battle where carnage only exists within the imaginations of its participants. Despite the near perfect facsimiles of blood-drawing weaponry, no bullet hit squibs explode under vests, grenades are launched yielding no pink mist on impact. Even the United States Military (with which MilSim has zero connection, it is more akin to people play fighting in a park with foam noodles than an officially organized bootcamp) engages in its own version of Grand Guignol theater, contracting special effects makeup companies to supply fake blood for mass casualty training drills, and, in cruder exercises intestines are mimicked by Kool-Aid filled condoms (really.) The lack of imitation gore is one of many fascinating contradictions and ironies embedded in this subculture. Like the fetishisation of hyper-authoritarian aesthetics while simultaneously rejecting the authority of history; because MilSim is a complete simulation, not a reenactment. It’s Live Action Role Play, or LARP, with no empirical record of a campaign acting as a guideline for the action. It is a world made and unmade in real time, its creation continuous and predicated entirely on the player’s fantasies, memories, media references, and personal conceptions of violence.

Werther’s definition of LARPing is that of an entirely new media, and the selling of the world back to itself. This packaging of identity, stripped down to its aesthetic experience and devoid of its stakes, could point to a new frontier for what a luxury commodity could become. The space it occupies is liminal, neither destructive nor productive. In this way, it is the exact opposite of a sport like hunting, which ideally culminates with a trophy in the form of animal carcasses. In MilSim, men spend time with each other under high pressure circumstances, planning and waiting and aiming and shooting –much like in a deer blind– but return home with nothing to show for it. There is more convulsive beauty to be found in this neutered violence. If speaking is the tedium of “real” daily lives, one rigid with fixed identity and little fantasy, then singing is a break away from this monotony, an expression of the self full of belletristic flourishes and unencumbered by insecurity. The figures populating Werther’s photos are at once hopeful heroes on their respective journeys and sinister strangers coming to town. They are angels or demons with glowing red eyes, they are roaming a landscape fit to their specifications. They are at the center of the circular ruins, as both the dreaming stranger and the projection of another man’s dream. In this anachronistic world of identity building, Wagner PMCs fight alongside British SAS fight alongside U.S. Navy SEALs fight alongside Polish GROM and so on.

Military fetishism is regarded as objectively indefensible, but this is not an objective project, and it does not require defense. Ben Werther is not a documentarian, although he borrows the visual language of one –closer to a mockumentary, or found footage horror film– to photograph in real time acts he himself participated in. The identity we as the audience embody is not that of an impartial third party, but the first person POV of the artist at the center of the action. The use of easily recognizable signifiers of realism (lens flares, pixelation, motion blur) both call to mind front page war reporting from any number of international conflicts, and create a slippage between fantasy and reality in their striking similarities to something like Call of Duty. The mist which creeps in at the edges of Werther’s first person POV photos could be smoke from gunfire, or “distance fog” – an early video game design cheat to mask unrendered space. When presented with a familiar divine light leak obscuring the face of a soldier, one is left with a feeling of vertigo, unsure if the memory is real or not.

In When You Can No Longer Speak, Sing Me a Song, MilSim culture can be viewed through the lens of cosmic horror, as a more appropriate way to get at what is deeper, darker, and ultimately more interesting about it, rather than focusing on its ethics or lack thereof, or its existence as a deeply political or decidedly apolitical entity. The question of its politics is the specter that haunts the act and its subsequent documentation. Like Thomas Ligotti’s “soft black stars”, there is an undefinable and seemingly menacing system of control at its center, that is both amorphous and terrifying. The ambient expectation of sifting through the sludge of bloated meaning to uncover an absolute truth and its unassailable “right” or “wrong”ness is an equally horrific space for a viewer to inhabit.

MilSim is a Hydra, whose many heads represent the glut of meaning. There is an irony head, which speaks of the plausible deniability built into LARPing. There is the extreme political head. There is the apolitical head. There is the “secret third thing” head. There is the cultural production head, who argues for LARP as ready-made. There is a sincerity head, which emphasizes the role of fun, fraternity, and a healthy exorcism of aggression. There is the fetish head, who finds comfort in MilSim’s ability to vitrine-ify violence. There is the hobbyist head, which compares itself to model train building. There is a head which hides its identity behind all the others, shapeshifting in the fog of war and unknown unknowns. All of these possibilities proliferate when clumsily hacked at with the “ethical” sword. Artists have an obligation to follow obsession and intrigue and no responsibility to present an audience with the salve of a definitive answer. In the anonymously penned christian mystic text “The Cloud of Unknowing,” the decision to renounce dwelling in God’s particularities and surrender oneself to the “realm of unknowing” is described as a courageous act. In the shadow cast by the demand for political absolutes, it is hard to stop asking if something has a right to exist, and instead simply sit with, and accept, the fact that it already does.